AND, while im at it, hopefuly wiser. wise enough to know the difference between right and wrong. justice and injustice. peace and war. happiness and misery. pity and sympathy. love and hate.
those are thee most imprtant things in life, and hopefully ill learn to accept a few and deny the others.
Anywayyyyyy, enough of the deeposity. and yes, i do tend to make up my own words. but i never say them out loud. strange right?
My birthday went very welll, started off sad and alone and ended up surrounded by the ones i love. really, who could ask for more? My calorie intake probably was outrageuos but before i started the day i made a vow with myself to be ok with that. i am a little pissed that my calories were wasted on the disgusting mexican food. i loooooove mexican food, and this place was hooorrriibble! i mean really the burrito is pretty basic. get it together people! i didnt make it to church today, bummer :/. but im having a detox day, to realx, watch tv, and maybe a snakc. but this snack will be extremely fattening. im craving the cookie desert from applebees. which ill go pick up in a bit. but ill compensate by not eating anything else for the rest of the day. and ill be going runnin tomorrow. since its monday. sometimes i wonder where i get my logic from. it can be sooo backwards at times.
have a good day, focused.
Self Control is the only thing standing in the way of who you are and who you deserve to be.
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