Self Control is the only thing standing in the way of who you are and who you deserve to be.

Self Control is the only thing standing in the way of who you are and who you deserve to be.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

sizzle;; pop . day 2

thats the noise in my stomach. and i looove it. its like little pieces of nasty grotesque fat burning and dying. lol sorry to sound so morbid. i have not consumed ANYTHING today besides one cup of starbucks (239).
i feel sooo strong. im so happy. only 8 more days! anyone want to join, the more the merrier. besides i hear its always easier to "diet" when you have someone else depending on you.

oh, and btw i cant remember if ive said this or not. but if you guys ever need an email buddy or anything like that let me know. marsh.sara@rocketmail.com :)

its crazy how obsessed ive become. all i do is pinch my fat all day. is that weird? like, seriously. im walkn around work with my hand under my tshirt squeezin my back fat. it disgust me how round i am. i am a fucking circle. ughhhh! i cant wait to be light and carefree. i want to be skinny so fucking bad, i cant hardly bare it anymore.

confession time. i havent been working out lately. welll, more like forever. last week for two nights in a row i did crunches, bicycles, and ab rolls. then that was it. i was content enough to wallow in my fatness.
my life=fat.

but that will soon change my dears. by monday, 11.15 i want to have dropped 4 more pounds. at least 3. am i asking for too much, maybe. will i give up, NO!

stay strong. clearly being strong isnt a strong suit of mine. so until ive proven worthy of the word strong. ill say, try to keep from being weak pretties :)

2 comments:

  1. o i always play wiht my collar bones and hip bones hip bones arent out as much nemore though ugh
    but ur not werid for doing that

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  2. I do that, pinch pinch pinch, maybe it'll go away if I pinch it enough ha. You are worthy, you are amazing, you can do it :) <3

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