Money tree .

im in a financial crisis. i hate being a college student its horrible on my wallet. i managed to save up $500 and i spent half of it in less than 48 hrs. idk how i even did that. too much shopping and fast food, thats how. oh and i brought my bf call of duty. he was so excited when i gave it to him, it was so cute. but i have a ridiculous credit card bill to pay off and a CNA course that i want to take next summer. which combined is $1600. thats alot of freakin money. i miss being 16 and not having to worry about anything. ive been working since i was 14 but i never really had to. i just loved the indepence. and i have a bad habit with spending. i told myself this time would be different. that i would save every penny so that i wouldnt have to work next semester. a full time job and a third year biology major do not mix well. i mean, up till now ive been doing really well. but VS had a sale and i went into a shopping frenzy. smh at myself.

random. i have like 4 mosquito bites on my legs and i want to peel my skin off, they are so irritating.

and im going back on ny 10 day fast a little sooner than planned. i am disgustes with the amount of food ive consumed this past week and a half. so i need to cleanse my body. i need to be light and empty again. it makes me feel so good. oddly, i havent gained any weight but none the less, i feel soo gross.

have so much to do in so little tine.i have an anatomy test on tuesday tht i havent even begun to study for. ive been so overwhelmed lately. i dont have enough hours in a day to do everything. this job is really time consuming. ive been making to do lists but i never complete them.

as i write this on my phone im sitting in the fitting room at work. i get off i 20 min then off to pull an all nighter. hope i can stay focused, my GPA is riding on this grade :(

over worked and under paid.

remember i love all 34 of you ! :)
be productive ladies.