Mixed Emotions, Day Five ♥

120 hours. thats how long ive gone without eating. i feel ...strange.

I mean im ecstatic that ive been able to withhold this long but still. my boyfriend picked me up from work tonight and offered me taco bell. i wanted some sooo bad, but i said no. Its weird i can go pretty long without eating during the day, i start to get hungry about 8 or 9 p.m. but the hunger pains arent bad. my stomach hasnt even growled. at least not loudly. i just feel it rumbling, anxiously. i cant tell if im not eating because im not hungry or because of the fast. im glad i work evenings because it ensures that i wont eat. but im getting switched to morning shifts (which would be much easier) but hopefully it doesnt slow down my progress.

my feet hurt so bad. its agony. ive been on them non stop for 10 hrs. my heels are burning. the only good part is that im burning calories, hopefully.

i was craving food soooo bad earlier. pizza, taco bell, subway, anything really. but im not gunna cave. only 5 more days. if i quit it'll make these last five days of starvation worthless.

i did a weigh in about 20 min ago. and i thought i would have atleast lost another pound or two. but, no. im .2 pounds lighter than i was yesterday. hmph! stupid scale >___<

have a lovely foodless day, i love all 27 of you!♥