Self Control is the only thing standing in the way of who you are and who you deserve to be.

Self Control is the only thing standing in the way of who you are and who you deserve to be.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

stir crazy.

i think i did well today. although i ate skimpy meals and snacks im sure my calories are through the roof.

Breakfast:
yogurt (170 cals)
boiled egg (80 cals)
half apple (50 cals)

300 cals total.

Dinner:
peaches (300 cals)
noodles (150?)
yogurt (170)

620 cals total.

ive consumed 920 cals. and i barely ate anything. ive lost 2 pounds today. which still sucks. because i had a 3 pound gain yesterday! im soooo frustrated. its almost sunday so hopefully i wont have anymore cravings. i officially have NO more food in my house. well nothing binge worthy. i have some canned peaches and yogurt. which are soo unhealthy. i need fresh fruit.

im really discouraged right now. i need to pull myself up by my boot straps and get to work. i have been horrible this week. NO gym time. but low cals. and no lost other than today. i have soo much homework and studying to do. but all i can do is count calories and think of ways to lose weight faster. im being so unproductive right now. my online chem hw is due tomorrow and im blogging. wtf is wrong with this picture?!

i start my 6 week program on monday. im going to really work at it and give my all and by March 13th im praying that i see some kick ass results. wish me luck ladies.

2 comments:

  1. Think about it though, the more homework you do the less you're thinking about food and the less you eat!

    I know it's so hard to stop youreself from being distracted, these thoughts consume me too.

    Hope things get better.
    xx

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  2. ha at least u still lost some weight thats a good thing

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